I got a feeling there's a miracle due
Maybe it's because I slept for more than 5 hours last night... maybe it's because it's been more than two weeks since the heart ache, maybe it's because it's a full moon... but whatever the reason - I am finally starting to feel like my old self again.
Last night, after weight watchers, I hung out with Adam and KerriAnn. It was nice to just hang out, spend time with them, and chat.
I realized that while my relationship was great, it wasn't right for me. Paul was right about a lot of the things he said. It's a bit frustrating to know I have to get back out there and do it again. (do or do not, there is no try). I do enough other things in my life right now - finding a life partner seems like a daunting task. However, much in the same way Doug came into my life, I am sure it will happen when I least expect it. So for now, I am just going to party like a rock-star, build the bonds of friendship with those I love, and remember all the things that make me who I am.
Tonight is another wonderful Iron Chef event. I hope to eat some great chow, do some dancing, and meet some new people. If those girls from high school are there this time, I think I'll say hi to them.
Things I am looking forward to:
Iron Chef!
Wedding Dress Shopping for My Cuz
BEN CLYMER (them shit's be hard)
Oh - and honorable mention to KerriAnn, who although does NOT look like any Disney cartoon characters, still had a great audition!
Last night, after weight watchers, I hung out with Adam and KerriAnn. It was nice to just hang out, spend time with them, and chat.
I realized that while my relationship was great, it wasn't right for me. Paul was right about a lot of the things he said. It's a bit frustrating to know I have to get back out there and do it again. (do or do not, there is no try). I do enough other things in my life right now - finding a life partner seems like a daunting task. However, much in the same way Doug came into my life, I am sure it will happen when I least expect it. So for now, I am just going to party like a rock-star, build the bonds of friendship with those I love, and remember all the things that make me who I am.
Tonight is another wonderful Iron Chef event. I hope to eat some great chow, do some dancing, and meet some new people. If those girls from high school are there this time, I think I'll say hi to them.
Things I am looking forward to:
Iron Chef!
Wedding Dress Shopping for My Cuz
BEN CLYMER (them shit's be hard)
Oh - and honorable mention to KerriAnn, who although does NOT look like any Disney cartoon characters, still had a great audition!
posted by curlyhairedmegan @ 8:35 AM
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